I M A N I.

I never thought I was the smartest

the prettiest

the ugliest

the strongest

the luckiest

I always thought of myself as just average. Nothing MORE ,nothing less. And as I look back on it, I think that's kind of sad. I should have been thinking highly of myself over these past 18 years. But I wasn't and I think that maybe that's normal for humans to do- for the most part. Well I'm afraid that I got caught up in my negative thinking and began to make excuses for myself. I can't do that, I probably won't be good enough. But I can. I can do anything I put my mind too. Yes. It sounds cliche'. But cliche' and the 'truth' have a thin line separating them. I call myself a dreamer because ALL I do is dream. This was a good thing before but now that I'm older, I need to become the Achiever. I need to map out my dreams and follow them. I shouldn't just daydream and remind myself over and over all the things that I want to do. I need to shut up and DO IT. This proccess comes with the emotion of fear. Everyone is afraid of change or has been in one point of their life. So it is natural to feel this type of way. However, we can not avoid it. We have to accept the fact that we can not be teenagers forever. We can not sit back and be catered to like spoiled children. It's time for us to get in the dirt and plant our own seeds. Sooner or Later we will watch those seeds grow into buds and blossom into flowers that reflect our dreams and goals. But the first step is making that First Step. My first step is every tuesday at 10 am.

Welcome to the beginning of the rest of your life!