&i Wonder

So whenever im alone I tend to think about things that maybe others should think about as well.

Why is that we ask 'man' for help

but refuse to call on 'God'.

Why is it that when help is given

We refuse to recieve?

Why do we fall in love with the person who treats us the worst

and ignore the ones who love us the most?

Why are people afraid to smile?
As if there is some type of crime to admit to the world that you actually possess joy.
And we get upset when people call us rude and lifeless?
Why do people go on Judge Mathis to argue on who's their "Baby Daddy" and then think of it as a small claim?
Why is the least used part of our anatomy the brain?...the mind?
Why are we so concerned about what others think of us before we are concerned with how we think about ourselves?
Why do we wear clothes just for the name?
If payless sold the same exact shoes as nordstroms..which would you buy?
Why would we rather hear music about sex, money, drugs?
As if we don't see it enough
Why do we hide from God as if He doesn't see.
And I wonder
what does it mean to only live once?
Clearly we only live once so why do we do things just because "we only live once"
when in reality, if whatever we do is hazardous to our life or safety we're merely shortening the expectancy of our one little life.

And when we work our butts off in school to get this degree that we chose to major in because of our passion, we graduate just to be told we can't get a job because we didn't major in business, law, engineering or medicine.

Why can't I be paid for the talents that I am blessed with?

I don't understand why people can not genuinely be happy for one another without putting theirselves down because it wasn't them.
Have you ever wondered where you're supposed to be until you get there and you say this is IT!
I wonder sometimes If I ever overthink life
and if I should just ignore the way people think and live.
but I can't help but wonder, if we ever wonder if the way we live makes any sense.

Just A Thought.